NARAZO-olitis & GHUSSA-ophelia


hello stop laughing!!!!!!!!

its like a disease introduce by me n my friend……………. coz my friend given this name to me so eventually this nick was intropduce by me and my friend ( seriously aesa kahne k lye mujhe mere friend ne kaha tha)

coz my friend thinks i m suffering from this disease


i m a normal being 🙂 =D



* anger


* n terrible angerness

(Ggggggggrrrrrrrrr i knw that this picture is hilarious )


* To get angry

* To get naraz

*To get ghussssa


* this is not a clinical disorder for which u have to take med

(soooooo i reallly hate medicines)

like when u look at the baby picture when u see her she is sooo cute n how can u make ur friend angry this is really not fear

so i m naraz with alot more people i dunt now where are they hidden but i m really missing them

urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh come back soooon

WASIF bhai, DEE (CU_PU_TU), salaman saeeed (SALLU HEE), shagufta abbass, ms.rida munaf (princess), ADIL bhai,

HARIS bhai, AWAIS bhai (maj world) and last but not the least Mr.Ali adnan :P=D

GET back soooon pllllllllllllllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

n i m ssorry if i had hurt u by anymeans par mujhe to kch yad bhe nhe araha 😦

Fear, Regretion, Rejection

Why there is a verse that says “girls had to leave their home n will go their next home”?


i soo hate this statement..

what does it mean n why is it sooo?

Guess what after an huge era of exams when i got home

my mom said  “There is a family who wants to see me “

What the helllllll?

when everyone knows that i m studying and cannot marry before 3yrs  so……………..

why wasting my time n yours also???????

in the last there is always a silly excuse that u r daughter studying

i m really frustrated getting ready n all that 😦


fear of another rejection ;(

another regretion ;(

like its my fate when Allah ta’la will want me to get married

it will gonna happen by it own

Allah ta’la has created all these things very special so why this fusssss?

n even i know that i have to face this rejection

this is not for the first time

n every time i m soo terrified by all this

what can i do if i know that i m gonna fail ;(

As if I have never grown up

As sunday has passed

An important why I m adding sunday coz its only sunday when i read the newspaper.

n so when I was a kid I use to read young world magazine.

so at that moment of time that as if I would never had grown up

itxxxxx coz many reasons y I always refuse to be a grown up for example

1. when I was a kid I always found myself near to my mom

2. I was always being pampered all the time

3. used to do all little mischiefs

4. My grand mother make me eat food with her own hand ( I SOOO REALLY MISS HER)

5. I still remember my mamo always tell me that when I was born he has bunked his school. (I still love this statement)

6. I was the eldest, only grand daughter. ( before rida was not born :P)

7. my grand father always wake up for me early in the morning to leave me where my school bus comes n u know what I n my grandfather used to feed pigeons after fajr ( I love him n really misses him)

8. when my father scolds my grandfather always scold him n I used to hide after him. ( I miss those days )

9. my elder mamo was studying in Russia he always used to bring stuff for me…………. I still remember he has bought me a pink dress it was so warm n so comforting.

10. my father used to take me to parks every weekend n we had dinner.

11. I used to play a lot with my friends.

12. my uncle who is younger than my dad……….. every sunday he brings me a lot of snacks to eat n I used to call these snacks as “apas ki baat”

13. I was sooo cute everyone used to call me “Chinese” 😛

14. when I was kid my mom always sleeps with me coz I usually wakes up I midnight n usually terrified.

there are a lot more things but problem is ‘k agar yahan likhunge to ye pages khtm hojainge par ye post nhe “


I sill love my grand parent they had left me but I do still miss them

these are the reason

for which I love to be as I have never grown up

kash aesa hosakta k main kbhe bari hote he na

hamsesha choti he rahte

na mujhe koi dantta na koi mujhse naraz hota

n have a look at my childhood pic



us se kahna december lot aya hai

hawaien sard aur wadian bhe dhund main ghum hain

pahroun ne barf ke shal phr se aourhi rakhi hai

sub he raste tmhare yad main por nam se lagte hain

jinhe srf e musafat tha, wo sare cards

wo perfume wo chote se diary,

wo terace, wo chai jo hum ne sath pee the

tmhare yad dilate hai,

tumhe wapus bulate hai,

usse kahna k decmber laout aya hai!


tum bhe laout ao na !!!!!!!!!