The End Of Love

Our passion once lit up the nights

As brilliant as the Northern Lights;

But just as evanescent, it would seem.

Cold reason told us, run in fear;

But love’s strange brightness drew us near,

Like moths into its hypnotizing beam.

Now cheerless luminescence creeps;

The light is there without the heat;

And what remains is just a frigid gleam.

Do you know where the feeling goes

As over us life’s seasons flow?

The love we shared and used to know

Has vanished like the melting snow —

A winter’s dream.

A sweet and fragile fantasy,

A sand castle beside the sea,

How can love stand against a rising tide?

The lover who was part of you,

Who bared his bleeding heart to you,

Is by the rushing waters washed aside.

The flood has doused affection’s fires,

Extinguishing our hearts’ desires,

And snuffing out our hopes and dreams besides.

With changing fortune’s ebb and flow

We watch love’s seasons come and go;

Bright promises we treasured so

Drowned in emotion’s undertow;

Our vows belied.

I know that when the passion dies

A mouthful of well-meaning lies

Is kinder, when the truth gets in the way.

A mournful chorus gathers ‘round

To serenade us with the sound

Of silence, when there’s nothing left to say.

You kill me with an empty kiss

To tell me I’ll get over this

And learn to love again another day.

But hearts are not like weathervanes

That veer with changing joy and pain:

Although we shall not meet again,

Abiding feelings must remain.

We’re made that way.

We played for love with loaded dice.

We cheated, and then paid the price.

We’d lost the game before it could begin.

We set aside our common sense

With such affected innocence,

Enraptured by the warmth of naked skin.

If we gave in to temptation

There’s a simple explanation:

We are bumbling saints who guiltlessly have sinned.

But now we go on separate ways,

Two pilgrims who have gone astray;

There’s nothing we can do or say;

We can’t rekindle, come what may,

The fire within.

So, dearest friend, we say farewell.

As to the future, who can tell?

You know I wish you only what is best.

We toss onto the funeral pyre

Dry branches of our dead desire.

Please keep this broken heart as my bequest.

If nothing more is spoken,

No more promises are broken;

I won’t ask you to fulfill my last request.

As weary months go plodding by

The hurt will ease, the tears will dry.

Although God knows we truly tried,

The holy light that dimmed and died

Is laid to rest.

Seeking for the magic fountain,

We scaled up love’s sacred mountain,

And gazed down on golden valleys from above.

From this towering perspective

We can be much more objective:

Now you see it’s not what you were dreaming of.

Though love’s strength is monumental,

Just like Sampson wrecked the temple,

You have brought it down with one almighty shove.

But always I’ll remember you —

The things you used to say and do —

For we have loved!  That much is true.

Those memories will see us through

The end of love.

Good Newssss

to my all cute brothers Wasif Bhai, Adil bhai, Haris bhai, BMK, Salman Saeed, Fahad Naeem, Mr. Ali Adnan, Nouman Naseer, Fahad Siraj and DAniyal (stuck in time), Navid Taji and fahad naeem.

To my all the cutest, sweetest, adorable sisters Dee, Hira Zainab, Rida Munaf, Shagufat Zehra, ITM, YTM, Ph the princess, Aasiya and Aisha Bilal

i m here by to say that i m getting engaged on sunday on short term basis due to jaldi of my saas :@

Kher the point is I actually want prayers…. and i knw i knw everyother person needs treat…

Keep waiting till then 😛

and i dunt whether i will be granted with a permission to use this blog and twitter….. if not then it will be deleted

So Keep praying for everything best 🙂

Regards

Anum Munaf

A crack in forever

Give of yourself to those in need

a hand held,

a back washed,

a laugh sharerd

Give what is precious:

Your time,

Your Compassion,

Your strength,

For giving is the slave that heals humankind,

the caulk that seals the crack.

 

It is a extract from a book which i have read these days and so i like this statement.

Since few days i m unable to write.. anything i want to write i dunt knw y?

since few days i m ill like hell

i dunt feel like studying

i dunt feel like doing anything.

After all it is just my final year, Plz Allah ta’la help me out in figuring it out

Regards

Anum Mohammad Munaf

 

ye khoobsurat masoom

Barish ke boondon se koi yad agaya.

Gilli mitti ke khusbu ne dil ko bah liya

Chiryon ke chahchaht ne bharpor sath diya

Aur patoon ke sirsarahat ne kami ko pura kar dala

Sunsan galiyan bni sabab us ki yad kiya

Is dheemi barish ne phr se hum ko rula diya

sunsan rat main kch rah gaye tanha

Aur kch us ki yaadon ne tanha kar dala.

Ek tanhai ka sath raha kch is tarah

saya bhe na raha hamrah kch is tarah

Par barish ne na sath choro kch us tarah

YE KHOOBSURAT MASUAM AUR YE RAFAQAT E TANHAI

My 102 Post

Hamesha n forever

hum hanse to hansa

Hole se phr sara jahan

to agar hai yahan

to ye angan bhe hai gulistan

saya tere hum sabhi

rahe dil main ab har tere bt bhe

hamesha n for ever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

pyar main de na paya utna tujhe

jitna tera haq tha

the ye khata

par hote gaye

mera tu hai mujh par bas tha

ansu tere parchaye meri

kaise banun ab teri dawa

hamesha n for ever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

yad hamen itna rakhna

k wo faisle

rehne tm lag k galey

ab na dunge main rasta

jb hunge ratse main mushkilain

ankhion se kahna rulayen na

un hathon main bus khushiyan he rakhna

hamesha n forever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

this is a song which i wanted to share with u.

this is my 102 post ….. i myself coukdn’t get to knw k main ne itna sb kb likh….. n q likha

But one thing i knw is i have got  a family here

a HUGE family with lots of brother, dees n friend,,,, i myself dn’t knw when i hab became a part of such big family..

Wasif bhai……. the adorable brother anyone ever have….. pata hai kiya main Allah ta’la se wihs krte hun k Allah ta’la k reality ap mere bare bhai hote jo mujhe har chez se bachate…… he is the most sincere being in this world… u never had made me realise how much i tease u irritates u… i m sorry for that…… n u r the one who used to like every thing on my blog :)… than u thank u sooo much for always being there for me

CU_PU_TU  my deeeee …….. i love u deee……. :)…… I pray to Allah ta’la that he makes ur every wish to come true…… thnx for guiding me when there was no one to help me out…… in bad times n not so good tyme ur were the one who had always cheered me for everything for facing the realities… thnxxxxxx.. THANK U SOO MUCH 🙂

Adil bhai and Haris bhai and BMK DOT….. the most generous being on this earth….. thnx for believing me …… i love bmk when u calls me daktarni…… n thnk u all for praying for me in my exams……. i think i always had cleared bcoz of your wishes…..

Shagufta zehra… goofffffffyyyyyy……. motaloooooo…. i love u :)…. u were the one who had brought me to this blog world…. thnx for gib=ving me such a social life with u…… srsly….. n i wishes to Allah ta’la k tmhe Allah  ta’la ek Oncologist zarir bnayen…….. thnx for helping me in my bad times…. n sorry if i ever being rude to u…. 🙂

Yusra Tarick Mansoor , Iqra Tarck Mansoor and Ph_Princess………. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…………….. i love u alll ….. suchi muchi…… pata hai the three gorgeous ladiyes on platform…… i m so lucky to have u as friends ….. Itm…. u r the gorgeuos princess on this earth n I wish k tmhe ek bht handsome sa charming se prince mile:)… Ytm… motiiiii,,, actually u r moti more than me na tbhe kahte hue… sorry if i evre did hurt u…….  i wish Allah ta’la plzz ye jo pagal si lari hai ne us ke har khawish ko pura kar lijye…. Ph_ … actaulkly er are form the same school i have always found u making people happy… but today i wish k Allah ta’la tmhe duniya ke ahr khushi dennn 🙂

Spotless soul…….. Hira … u r my sweetheart…… thnx for fixing me in my bad times….. I wish Allah ta’la plzzzzz Allah ta’la ye jo larki hai ne us ne hamesha sb ko khushi de hai to plzz Allh ta’la ap kbhe Hira ko udas mat kijyega…….. n to day i will say u r my adorable, geneorus honey pot n i love u 🙂

Ali AdnanX,  Nomi13ok, Maroof ahmed, Mahmud faisal , Naveed Taji and Fahad Naemm….. u people actually fixes my mood when i so in bad mood…. u had mde me laugh by teasing me in diffferent ways….thnx for always being there for me 🙂

Subohii and Maria Yousuf the two adorable sisters…….. i love your bolgsss alot… pata hai u people had made me fell that this world is pretty… n srsly i never knew it…. Maria your pictures are so perfetc seriously… n subohii api pata hai u write so well kisi ne ap se kaha hai k u r such a sweet hear :)… thnx 🙂

Ayesha_ch n Aasiyah… the two adorable ladies….. u r both are adorable friends pata hai…. I pray Allah ta’la He grabte u everything whatever u wanted to hace…. n i love you both 🙂
yes yes how can i forget u two……

Salman Saeed and Shaheryar the two incredible persons on this earth…… n i m lucky to have u both…… Salman i m sorry if i had ever hurted u i had ever been rude to u…. i m sorrryyy…. pata u r such an amazing photographer. … and as i said before the mmost handsome brother anyone colud ever ahve 🙂 n yes MR shaheryar mujhe pata hai ap shikayat karene k main ne ap k liye q nhe likha i dunt have words to write for u…… u like a choote sir jee… who makes u happy with his smiley faces every time … n a little philospher… i some time assume u r not a younger brother to me but my Dada aba :)….. thnx for making me happy every time…. pata hai I love u both 🙂 =D

N ihave forgotten my sis actually….. Rida munaf 🙂 ao se kiya kahun thnx for bieng my sis 🙂

Carrynberry queen ……… my class mate thnx for comments at my blog…. i never knew that u r my class felow at first but the shagufta told me about u 🙂

Xerha….. an adorable person… srsly u have got an amazing blog……… n i love it completely…. i wis Allah ta’la bus hamen ab jaldi se Dr bna den “)

n too all the blogger who read my blog n appreciate it  srsly…. thnx every one 🙂

Things my way

I take certain things my way

* When i dunt want to do certain  things……….. i dont do it anyhow.

* When i m pissed………… i dont talk to anyone.

* When i m angry………  i divert my mind… but i dont get angry on others nor hurt them.

* when someone hurts me by his/her words……  i disappear silently without a word.

* When i dont want to talk……. i dont .

*When i m disturb…… i start listening to songs.

*When i cry…….. i dunt want to have anyone beside me.

* When i m happy…………. i m happy like helll.

* When i dunt want to think about certain things…. i dont

*When i have moved forward……. I dont look back.

*When i have made a certain decision ….. i dunt think about it again

*When i had to do something…… I do it anyhow.

These are things that people have to face in me 🙂

n these days i m heading towards my final exams so i need ur wishes alot more……

So DO Pray for me plzzzzzzzzzzz 🙂

My 21yrs Of life :)

My 21 yrs of life 🙂

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but here i m sharing something that is

My 21 yrs of life with 21 lessons of life 🙂

Lesson no 1:

until n unless u r a kid u dont like to be pampered but as u grow up u realize that u were more happy when u were a kid.

Lesson no 2:

people are least bother to be kind enough because everyone is busy in their other perspectives.

Lesson no 3:

This world is full of creepy people. STOP bothering about them.

Lesson no 4:

Mind ur own businessss 🙂

Lesson no 5:

Do not hover 😉

Lesson no 6:
Donot panic

Lesson no 7:

Start being realistic because there in no fantasy in this world 🙂

Lesson no 8:

when u find ur self exhausted with the world GO TO SLEEP 😛 😀

Lesson no 9:

Realize ur self this world needs u. BE OPTIMISTIC N BE POSITIVE 😛 ( i m not talking about blood group everyone :D)

Lesson no 10:

Stop expecting.. u will only get hurt 🙂

Lesson no11:

Mistakes are to learn lessons from them…………….. so no useof being depressed along 😦

Lesson no 12:

Wait n be modest. because everything is gonna happen at its right time 🙂

Lesson no 13:

U r here to only spend ur life peacefully n sound fully with ur Obligations towards ALmight Allah…………. this is the only reason y u r here 🙂

Lesson no 14:

Hope makes u towards what u r not 🙂

Lesson no 15:

Behind every failure there is anything better for u 🙂

Lesson no 16:

Memories make u happy so forget about the bad ones 🙂

Lesson no 17:

whenever u feel like i have lost everything……………. make ur way towards Allah ta’la

Lesson no 18:

This life is precious…….. so stop fooling around u wont get it again 🙂

Lesson no 19:

Be patient………….

Lesson no 20:

stop making so many mistakes because u haven’t got n eraser to make it correct again 🙂

Lesson no 21:

whenever u feel like u cannot handle, u cannot deal, u r tired, take a deep breathe n think where u were wrong

Last thing

handle this life calmly n peacefully 🙂

some awesome Quotes to share with u all

Look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror

Don’t worry about life, you’re not going to survive it anyway.

Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

For happiness of U

for happiness of u

let this happen

i m happy for everyone

because everyother person is happy

for happiness of u

let this happen

i m going to go far away from u

that is what u always wanted

for happinesss of u

let this happen

u want to see me happy

even without u

for happiness of u

let this happen

me heart is somewhere

my breaths are taking me somewhere else

for happiness of u

let this happen

i m still there

w8ing for u there

for happiness of u

let this happen

my own destiny is lost

lost in between everything

for happiness of u

let this happen

i cannot write another story again

my all leading paths were always wrong

for happiness of u

let this happen

i m angry with myself

i m displeased with mu self

for happiness of u

let this happen

what was my fault in between

that i had to live without u

for happiness of u

let this happen

how cruel are u

giving me such a big punishment

for happiness of u

let this happen

blah! blah! blah!

it looks like i have forgotten alll

but srsly it is not ike that

but i m surronded  by so many creepy peoples around me ……………. which freaks me out like helll……… urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh

n guesss what i m having my third years midterm from 7th june n still didnt had my 2nd yrs result

urrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh so i hate this creeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy karachi university helllllllllllll koi shedule he nhe hai ye kiya bt hote hai ;(

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee………………… this is a mad caow like many other mad people n what i do with them is ***** tongues out*****

n more to this post i dislike a friend of mt own she is hell creepy but i cannot do anything………… anyways **** tongues out***** GET Lost

and guess what another creepy things theses days whenever i use much of my laptop or watch tv or either txt msgs or study my books my eye burns like helllllllllllll i dunt knw why 😦

i love a song but i dunt knw y this is not getting uploaded from the movie GAME

main ne ye kb socha tha hoga yun kbhe

jo tm yun mile

dil jitna khush hai utna harain bhe

i m for u

i m falling in love with u

khaubon ka hai ye jahan

nazron ke dhoop hai

chand sa roop hai

tum ho jahan main hun wahan

dil se jo dil mila

mujhe sahil mila

hum jo mil gaye

to phr yun hua

k hai nikhri hur dur tk ye fiza

hum jo mil gaye

to phr yun hua

k hai mehke hue

gungunate hawa

yuhe rahe kash ab ye sama

ohhhhhhhh

i m for u

i m falling in love with u

enough of this blah blah

plz everyone pray for my parents that they get well soon 🙂 plzzzzzzzzzzz aur mere result ke bhe 🙂

bye bye good night tc