ghazal

mera nam likh kr kahin mehfooz krlo,

tumhari yaadon se, baaton se nikalta ja raha hai.

mere chehray ko  kahin zehn nashin krlo,

tumhare khaabon se, nazron se nikalta ja raha hai.

meri chahton ko kahin samet kr rakhlo,

tumhari mohabbat se,  wadon se ghafil hota ja raha ahi.

meri ahat  ko smbhal kr rakh lena,

tumhari taraf ane se ab dil ghabrane lagta hai.

meri narazgiyon ko smbhal kr rakh lena,

Q ka ab na koi roothne wala aur na manane wala hai

pehle jesa

pehle jesa kch bhe na raha

na tm, na main, aur na ye wkt,

sb ek adhura khoob sa rah gaya

sub ek andhere chaon sa rah gaya

pehle jesa khc bhe na raha,

na tm, na main aur na ye wkt,

na ye rat ke chandani wase hai,

na ye suraj ke roshni.

pehle jaisa kch bhe na raha,

na tm, na main aur na ye wakt

khamoshi ke zuban rahe,

aunson main ankhen rahe.

pehle jaisa kch bhe na raha,

na tm, na main aur na ye wkt,

bht smjhaya khd ko,

bht manaya khd ko.

 pehle jaisa kch bhe na raha,

na tm, na main aur na ye wkt ,

pus pehle jaisa kch bhe na raha

Life :)

Some people can just move on, you know. They mourn and cry and then they’re done with it or at least appear to be. But to me, I don’t know. I didn’t want to fix it; I didn’t want to forget it. It wasn’t something that was broken, it was just something that happened. And I’m finding ways, everyday, of working around it. I’m respecting and remembering it, but I’m getting along with my life at the same time.

i dont knw :)

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

fake smile

You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, “whats wrong?” and they say “Nothing.” You accept this because its easier than digging for the truth. people smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. they pretend like nothing is wrong because they dont want to face the truth. things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your angers and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry. when you want to scream, scream. dont hide behind fake smiles, its ok to not be alright.

 

I as a girl :)

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

Mee

im just me . and thats all I can be
no more . no less . no 2nd guess
i laugh . i love . i live . i cry
and some times i wish i would die
some day im funny
others im not
some times im in overdrive .
and i cant stop
you may not like me . but thats ok
this is me . and this is how ill stay.

the way u go around

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.

4. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose
it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other’s shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you’re the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

The End Of Love

Our passion once lit up the nights

As brilliant as the Northern Lights;

But just as evanescent, it would seem.

Cold reason told us, run in fear;

But love’s strange brightness drew us near,

Like moths into its hypnotizing beam.

Now cheerless luminescence creeps;

The light is there without the heat;

And what remains is just a frigid gleam.

Do you know where the feeling goes

As over us life’s seasons flow?

The love we shared and used to know

Has vanished like the melting snow —

A winter’s dream.

A sweet and fragile fantasy,

A sand castle beside the sea,

How can love stand against a rising tide?

The lover who was part of you,

Who bared his bleeding heart to you,

Is by the rushing waters washed aside.

The flood has doused affection’s fires,

Extinguishing our hearts’ desires,

And snuffing out our hopes and dreams besides.

With changing fortune’s ebb and flow

We watch love’s seasons come and go;

Bright promises we treasured so

Drowned in emotion’s undertow;

Our vows belied.

I know that when the passion dies

A mouthful of well-meaning lies

Is kinder, when the truth gets in the way.

A mournful chorus gathers ‘round

To serenade us with the sound

Of silence, when there’s nothing left to say.

You kill me with an empty kiss

To tell me I’ll get over this

And learn to love again another day.

But hearts are not like weathervanes

That veer with changing joy and pain:

Although we shall not meet again,

Abiding feelings must remain.

We’re made that way.

We played for love with loaded dice.

We cheated, and then paid the price.

We’d lost the game before it could begin.

We set aside our common sense

With such affected innocence,

Enraptured by the warmth of naked skin.

If we gave in to temptation

There’s a simple explanation:

We are bumbling saints who guiltlessly have sinned.

But now we go on separate ways,

Two pilgrims who have gone astray;

There’s nothing we can do or say;

We can’t rekindle, come what may,

The fire within.

So, dearest friend, we say farewell.

As to the future, who can tell?

You know I wish you only what is best.

We toss onto the funeral pyre

Dry branches of our dead desire.

Please keep this broken heart as my bequest.

If nothing more is spoken,

No more promises are broken;

I won’t ask you to fulfill my last request.

As weary months go plodding by

The hurt will ease, the tears will dry.

Although God knows we truly tried,

The holy light that dimmed and died

Is laid to rest.

Seeking for the magic fountain,

We scaled up love’s sacred mountain,

And gazed down on golden valleys from above.

From this towering perspective

We can be much more objective:

Now you see it’s not what you were dreaming of.

Though love’s strength is monumental,

Just like Sampson wrecked the temple,

You have brought it down with one almighty shove.

But always I’ll remember you —

The things you used to say and do —

For we have loved!  That much is true.

Those memories will see us through

The end of love.