…..

Dont Come And Go,

Like all others…

Either Stay Forever,

Or Leave Forever..

The Least Thing I Know,

I Will Never Be Back..

But After This Last Fiasco

It Will Never Be The Same.

It Is Time For Us To Part.

It Hasn’t Stood The Test Of Time

It Has Become Quite Jaded.

And Right Now That’s All That Matters.

ME

Tired of being called careless every time

I’m here in this life to be valued.

Accept me as i m, Don’t change me please.

I too won’t demand any changes in u.

Broken, hurt, afraid and lost,

I dunt need more words to define what is true;

Love me or hate me but please dunt leave me ;

I’ll n always forever will admire u.

I don’t want things to get messed up,

nor i want them to be same as they are.

It’s difficult to cross all the hurdles;

n so i dunt want to be considered wrong again

Please accept me as I’m don’t change me please………….

shallow world

aey rah-e-kadam zara dekh k chal

yeh duniya khokli duniya hai

U knw what? we live in a  shallow world…. where everyone stand for themselves. Not for others.

n the most amazing thing there is  a whole huge crowd of useless, heartless, undignified, frustrated seems to be Roberts living for them selves to earn  for themselves n earn them on their own self……….

should u all be considered as Muslims :@

ghazal

sar bazam rat pe kiya huamujhe gahm hai ye k bura hua

mere raz par mas e hal par mere chashm e nam tapak gaye

mujhe zabt e gahm ye goror tha mere ansun ne wafa na ke

mujhe ap q na smjh sake khd apne dil se puchye

meri dastan e hayat ka to wark wark hai khula hua

mujhe ek gali main para hua ek bad naseeb ka kaht mila

kahin khoon se likha hua, kahin ansun se mita hua

meri zindagi k chirag ka ya mizaj koi naya nhe

kbhe roshni main jala hua aur kbhe bhuja hua

mujhe hum safar mila koia to sitam zarif meri tarah

kaye manzilun ka thaka hua, kaye raston ka kata hua

mujhe jo bhe dushman jan o mal, wohe khafa kar mila

na kisi ki chot galat pari na kisi ka teer khata hua

bikhar jati hun

umr ki sari thakkan ladd k ghar jati hun

raat bistar py main soti nhe marr jati hun

aksar aookat, bharay shehar k sannaty main

is qadar zor si hansti hun k dar jati hun

mery anay ke khabar sirf diya rakhta hai

main hawoon ki tarah aa kar guzar jate un

dil thehar jata hai bhooli hui manzil main kahin

main kisi dosre raste se guzar jate hun

simte rehte hun khd main bht main

char diwari main ate he bukahr jait hun main

i m just a girl

i was born to be a kid

i dont knw when i became an elder son to my parents

elder to my siblings

a listener to my friends to pamper them

but all in all i m just a girl

i did learn to defeat

i did learn to face all the mishap

i learn to live up with my all unfortunates

n i lived up to be very strong, indeed

after all i m a girl

i still pretended to be courageous

i still had faced this world

i m still living after being unfavourable

n i m still calm

after all this i m a girl

Ghazal

Adhori se hai zindagi

adhore hain hum,

 bujh rhe hain saanse

jaal rhe hain hum,

badalte massomun ne

sikhaya hai bht kuch,

LEKIN

Pane ke hasrat main sab

kch koh rhe hain hum,

na maloom manzalon par

qadam rok se gaye hain,

Bheer main raston ki taraf

barh rhe hain hum,

Toot kar bikhre hain

khuwab kuch is tarah,

K

Ik arsa huwa un ko

chun rhe hain hum,

Wafa ke hum ne un se

ya ke bawafai,

bus us ki saza

bhugat rhe hain hum

Count down begins 10

10. The ultimate dream of becoming something:

i knw that everyone reading this would consider me wrong for what i have been doing since past few days but seriously the dream of becoming something is superimposed. It is because it doesn’t makes me further happy or might say that i have lost the passion behind it. but since i cannot leave anything have way in between…………..

lets end up here there are many things that need to be tamed out but let this countdown begin to end up something very soon 🙂

RELAX and CHILL ;P

countdowns begins

hectic dayssssss……. hectic summmmmmmmmmmerrrrrrrr

it looks like countdown has begin to reach its destination

but srsly i dunt even knw what i m up to?????

where i m???

n when i m going to end?

but this is not like i m upset or something else it is because of my mind that fluctuates………….

even though the last few days i was so happy like helllllllllllllll i dunt knw why?

but it looks like that something has begin which gonna end somehow

i m so messed up 🙂

uuuuuuuuuurrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

aur maze ke bt ye hai k  i m still not worried 🙂

n i was making my presentation n as always i m here to take everything out of me 🙂

to cope up with this world 🙂

do pray for me everyone

my result is not out tilll yet

keep on praying everyone

i love u all bye good night

Allah hafiz