but i m surronded by so many creepy peoples around me ……………. which freaks me out like helll……… urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
n guesss what i m having my third years midterm from 7th june n still didnt had my 2nd yrs result
urrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh so i hate this creeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy karachi university helllllllllllll koi shedule he nhe hai ye kiya bt hote hai ;(
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee………………… this is a mad caow like many other mad people n what i do with them is ***** tongues out*****
n more to this post i dislike a friend of mt own she is hell creepy but i cannot do anything………… anyways **** tongues out***** GET Lost
and guess what another creepy things theses days whenever i use much of my laptop or watch tv or either txt msgs or study my books my eye burns like helllllllllllll i dunt knw why 😦
i love a song but i dunt knw y this is not getting uploaded from the movie GAME
main ne ye kb socha tha hoga yun kbhe
jo tm yun mile
dil jitna khush hai utna harain bhe
i m for u
i m falling in love with u
khaubon ka hai ye jahan
nazron ke dhoop hai
chand sa roop hai
tum ho jahan main hun wahan
dil se jo dil mila
mujhe sahil mila
hum jo mil gaye
to phr yun hua
k hai nikhri hur dur tk ye fiza
hum jo mil gaye
to phr yun hua
k hai mehke hue
gungunate hawa
yuhe rahe kash ab ye sama
ohhhhhhhh
i m for u
i m falling in love with u
enough of this blah blah
plz everyone pray for my parents that they get well soon 🙂 plzzzzzzzzzzz aur mere result ke bhe 🙂
I m actually my fathers princes…….. he has always treated me as a princesss n so do i love him more than this life.
there is a song which i like most of the time n soo my momm sooo hate this song n says ” begar raha hai ye tm jesi bigrewe hue Qum ko”
so i really dunt care jis ko jo sochna hai soch
urrrgggghhhhhh what is happening to meeee i m getting a typical girl :@ two days back i have been listening to this song n thinking about Y girls are so possesive of getting married ?????????
actually i m from a memon family where girls get married as they pass their matriculation ( scratches my head) n sooo i m a dr………..
(tongues out) as if i do care
whatever back to the story part it is basically not my story but is apart of someone else
there is r girl of my age who use to think that one day a handsome person will come on white horse n will going to take her to the other part of the world
but eventually it wasnot like the way she had thought of he used to talk someone a a friend, guider, helper, someone to understand, someone to care for but nevertheless while talking she fell in love with him but that person used to love someone else n never treated her like that way he has always taken her as her friend but it was a silent love who was getting silent pain slowly n gardually
and she never told that person about her feelings but readily she develops an uncurable disease she never told him about her feelings after that disease even but inside she was dying n used to love him like anything in this world n used to talk to him everyday
but a third friend created a little misunderstanding in between them and the girl lost her friend, love n guide n someone to console her
whi is wrong in between everything the girl who lost everything? that person is still happy with someone else n never ever even tried to ask her how she is even that person never ever tried to find out the reality in all misunderstanding
n to let u knw what the girls mother died a year back n she herself is a diagnose patient of cancer 😦
to share all this i really donot mean to tell the story but all i want to tell is that how lucky we are that Allah ta’la has given us such a life govern n guide by parents with alot many friends to care for u……… but stilllllll
after all this i really had understand the meaning of this life given to me…….
but inside i m feeling miserable that i cannot do anything for her ;(
but i have promised myself to give her all the happiness she deserves in this life
urrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh but ziada serious kr dya main ne is ko par i really want to do something…… anyhow……….
i m soo blessed to have my parents n meri fairy tale main srf mere parents hain jin se ziada mujhe koi azeez nhe aur jisse mere sath rehna hai usse mere parents ko bhe izzat dene hoge warna just go to hellllll
because all the males need a female as thier better half u dont need u at all 🙂
so on a better note who ever want to have me in his life make your attitude alittle lesss 😀
“i myself know that u can never be mine…… but u r always mine n i really dont want to lose u that way u were always there as my hope the moment when i feel alone, my anxiety which always relieves my doubt, my certainty during my unusual periods of faith and hinders me that someone is still with me who is worried for me who misses me when i m not there who is always beside me to guide me but…………… i knew that even before that v r just friend and willl always be friend if i m far apart………………….
i really need u back ………….. whom i m going to share my words with n u since the day u have left me i m felling very low these days…………… n srsly i m unable to write poetry as wellll………. plzzzzzzzz i want u back 😦
I had myself created a world of fantasy around me……………….. s got so much
i dont knw what but i really want to see alot more things to alot more people
but i knw there is niether anybody who has got much tym to listen me nor does anybody is intrested in listening to me
so to some of the people who are randomly asking so many Questions but i m really not in a mood to answer there querries i already had a lot more of mine even………………………
coming to the topic i myself thinks that i lives in a free world but i m bounded by my four side to different allocations………………………..
i really want to include so many people on this post
To my dear parents :
my father is really freaking out at me these days because i m getting more aggressive these days………. i dont knw y he thinks so but i m not ………… n i dont even knw
my mother who is more worried for me because i myself dont talk much even these days i make my self busy in my some other works to keep myself busy n intact…………… i dunt knw why????????????
once i used to be free like a butterfly to spread the smile n colours…………… i m still the same……………
To all my frined :
i dunt knw why they are thinking sooo that i m not where i m……………. my friend Faiqa who is best friend in everyone’s eyes but she is not…………… but i m not saying u that u r wrong n it is not like i m avoiding or i m not listening to u but i reallly want some space of my own………….. i knw i m getting very harsh very aggressive but………….. i m really sorrrryyy
To u the person who no more exist in my life:
u…………. urself had made me to rely on u………….. to believe u………………. n made me feel ur existence everywhere around me……………… but knw u no more exists…………. the words u have spoken to me i dunt wether they were actually for me or to shrug me offff i really dunt knw………….. but i m hurt n i m soo hurt
to all the people who are tagged here are requested to leave me the way i m
ohhhh yad aya Miss Anum munaf plz bring that fake smile on your face again because there are so many people who wants to see u smiling
To wasif bhai i m soo naraz with u ek to ap ne apne doll se chupaya that u r having pain n aona khayal bhe nhe rakha ;(
oh!!!!!!!!!!!! shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kal to monday hai DR Abdullah wo to kal meri jan le lenge Allah Ta’la plzzzz wo na ayen
n i forgot to tell u something yesterday i had a call from my elder brother n iw as hell shivering pata nhe QQQQ? but i was soo hapy that he had called me for the first time……………
n i got a new friend her name is aisha she is so sweet n pllll Allah Ta’la un ke sare pareshian khtm kr dennnn plzzzzz plzzzzzzz
n plzzzzzzzzzz Allah ta’la meri frined Zaini ke smile wapus ajaye n make her happy than anyother person in this world 🙂
n what else i m forgetting to tell u
aur plllzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Allah Ta’la wasif bhai ko jaldi se thekk kar den 🙂
n today in the carnival n rida ke friend ke engagement we had soo much fun aur last but not the least song of the day
dunt laugh at me
MAIN THODA NHE BHT PAGAL HUN 😀
n in the carnival ther was a person who can burn the match stick with a stick n match box in his single hand ………….. n my sister did it 😛 anyways it was so damn easy 😀
urghhhh n guess what pore post likhne k bd i get to knw k internet dc hogaya hai :@ i hate this wireless broadband
n lastly i anum munaf the pagal mad girls song of the day
Life's illusion 