im just me . and thats all I can be
no more . no less . no 2nd guess
i laugh . i love . i live . i cry
and some times i wish i would die
some day im funny
others im not
some times im in overdrive .
and i cant stop
you may not like me . but thats ok
this is me . and this is how ill stay.

the way u go around

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.

4. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose
it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don’t go for looks, they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other’s shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you’re the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.


Be soppy, be silly, laugh for no reason, cry (even you boys), turn your music up loud, forgive and forget, do cartwheels, watch the sunset, talk to old people, listen to your parents, tell everyone who means anything to you exactly how you feel – whether it’s good or bad, don’t hold back, fall in love, have your heart broken, dance, appreciate the bad times because they were sent for a reason and somebody else has always got it worse than you, appreciate every moment of the good times because you never know when they might be taken away, be patient, be humble, be nice, say thank you, work hard, play harder, listen – to everyone, let other cars out, eat cake, worry less, be amazed, live every day as if it’s your last, dream as though you’ll live forever, put your dreams into action, be helpful, be the best you can be, don’t judge others, wear fancy dress, sing even if you can’t, especially if you can’t, learn one good joke and remember it, smile at strangers, believe in yourself, start conversations in queues, take a walk in the park, hug your friends, read books, build sandcastles, make a snowman, speak your mind, give your change to charity, send cards, make presents, talk behind people’s backs, but only say nice things, take photos of everything, be passionate, stroke a pet, don’t be afraid, do everything in love and in kindness, learn something new, take up a hobby, run down hills like you did when you were young, make fudge, don’t speed, have picnics, roll up your trousers and paddle in the sea, play on the swings, be excited, love and allow yourself to be loved, aim to win, lose graciously, turn off the tv – talk and play games, walk barefoot, send flowers just because, don’t settle, ignore all the above because it’s your life and only you know how to live it for the best.

A crack in forever

Give of yourself to those in need

a hand held,

a back washed,

a laugh sharerd

Give what is precious:

Your time,

Your Compassion,

Your strength,

For giving is the slave that heals humankind,

the caulk that seals the crack.


It is a extract from a book which i have read these days and so i like this statement.

Since few days i m unable to write.. anything i want to write i dunt knw y?

since few days i m ill like hell

i dunt feel like studying

i dunt feel like doing anything.

After all it is just my final year, Plz Allah ta’la help me out in figuring it out


Anum Mohammad Munaf


My 102 Post

Hamesha n forever

hum hanse to hansa

Hole se phr sara jahan

to agar hai yahan

to ye angan bhe hai gulistan

saya tere hum sabhi

rahe dil main ab har tere bt bhe

hamesha n for ever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

pyar main de na paya utna tujhe

jitna tera haq tha

the ye khata

par hote gaye

mera tu hai mujh par bas tha

ansu tere parchaye meri

kaise banun ab teri dawa

hamesha n for ever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

yad hamen itna rakhna

k wo faisle

rehne tm lag k galey

ab na dunge main rasta

jb hunge ratse main mushkilain

ankhion se kahna rulayen na

un hathon main bus khushiyan he rakhna

hamesha n forever

jb tk sanson ka sath hai

hamesha n foever

jb tk taron ke rat hai

hamesha n forever

tb tk tere he bt hai

hamesha n for ever hai

dil main tu

this is a song which i wanted to share with u.

this is my 102 post ….. i myself coukdn’t get to knw k main ne itna sb kb likh….. n q likha

But one thing i knw is i have gotΒ  a family here

a HUGE family with lots of brother, dees n friend,,,, i myself dn’t knw when i hab became a part of such big family..

Wasif bhai……. the adorable brother anyone ever have….. pata hai kiya main Allah ta’la se wihs krte hun k Allah ta’la k reality ap mere bare bhai hote jo mujhe har chez se bachate…… he is the most sincere being in this world… u never had made me realise how much i tease u irritates u… i m sorry for that…… n u r the one who used to like every thing on my blog :)… than u thank u sooo much for always being there for me

CU_PU_TUΒ  my deeeee …….. i love u deee……. :)…… I pray to Allah ta’la that he makes ur every wish to come true…… thnx for guiding me when there was no one to help me out…… in bad times n not so good tyme ur were the one who had always cheered me for everything for facing the realities… thnxxxxxx.. THANK U SOO MUCH πŸ™‚

Adil bhai and Haris bhai and BMK DOT….. the most generous being on this earth….. thnx for believing me …… i love bmk when u calls me daktarni…… n thnk u all for praying for me in my exams……. i think i always had cleared bcoz of your wishes…..

Shagufta zehra… goofffffffyyyyyy……. motaloooooo…. i love u :)…. u were the one who had brought me to this blog world…. thnx for gib=ving me such a social life with u…… srsly….. n i wishes to Allah ta’la k tmhe AllahΒ  ta’la ek Oncologist zarir bnayen…….. thnx for helping me in my bad times…. n sorry if i ever being rude to u…. πŸ™‚

Yusra Tarick Mansoor , Iqra Tarck Mansoor and Ph_Princess………. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…………….. i love u alll ….. suchi muchi…… pata hai the three gorgeous ladiyes on platform…… i m so lucky to have u as friends ….. Itm…. u r the gorgeuos princess on this earth n I wish k tmhe ek bht handsome sa charming se prince mile:)… Ytm… motiiiii,,, actually u r moti more than me na tbhe kahte hue… sorry if i evre did hurt u…….Β  i wish Allah ta’la plzz ye jo pagal si lari hai ne us ke har khawish ko pura kar lijye…. Ph_ … actaulkly er are form the same school i have always found u making people happy… but today i wish k Allah ta’la tmhe duniya ke ahr khushi dennn πŸ™‚

Spotless soul…….. Hira … u r my sweetheart…… thnx for fixing me in my bad times….. I wish Allah ta’la plzzzzz Allah ta’la ye jo larki hai ne us ne hamesha sb ko khushi de hai to plzz Allh ta’la ap kbhe Hira ko udas mat kijyega…….. n to day i will say u r my adorable, geneorus honey pot n i love u πŸ™‚

Ali AdnanX,Β  Nomi13ok, Maroof ahmed, Mahmud faisal , Naveed Taji and Fahad Naemm….. u people actually fixes my mood when i so in bad mood…. u had mde me laugh by teasing me in diffferent ways….thnx for always being there for me πŸ™‚

Subohii and Maria Yousuf the two adorable sisters…….. i love your bolgsss alot… pata hai u people had made me fell that this world is pretty… n srsly i never knew it…. Maria your pictures are so perfetc seriously… n subohii api pata hai u write so well kisi ne ap se kaha hai k u r such a sweet hear :)… thnx πŸ™‚

Ayesha_ch n Aasiyah… the two adorable ladies….. u r both are adorable friends pata hai…. I pray Allah ta’la He grabte u everything whatever u wanted to hace…. n i love you both πŸ™‚
yes yes how can i forget u two……

Salman Saeed and Shaheryar the two incredible persons on this earth…… n i m lucky to have u both…… Salman i m sorry if i had ever hurted u i had ever been rude to u…. i m sorrryyy…. pata u r such an amazing photographer. … and as i said before the mmost handsome brother anyone colud ever ahve πŸ™‚ n yes MR shaheryar mujhe pata hai ap shikayat karene k main ne ap k liye q nhe likha i dunt have words to write for u…… u like a choote sir jee… who makes u happy with his smiley faces every time … n a little philospher… i some time assume u r not a younger brother to me but my Dada aba :)….. thnx for making me happy every time…. pata hai I love u both πŸ™‚ =D

N ihave forgotten my sis actually….. Rida munaf πŸ™‚ ao se kiya kahun thnx for bieng my sis πŸ™‚

Carrynberry queen ……… my class mate thnx for comments at my blog…. i never knew that u r my class felow at first but the shagufta told me about u πŸ™‚

Xerha….. an adorable person… srsly u have got an amazing blog……… n i love it completely…. i wis Allah ta’la bus hamen ab jaldi se Dr bna den “)

n too all the blogger who read my blog n appreciate itΒ  srsly…. thnx every one πŸ™‚

Another Rejection

Another rejection, another regretion.

But this time i’ll not let me defeat

but this time i’ll not let me compromise

For this time and for every time.

I will take u as a chalenge

Either i win or i lose.

I will not let u impose on me

Another rejection, another regretion.

U make me impede to a better conclusion,

U make me feel miserable for myself.

This time n for every time.

I will make myself self-assertive,

Wether i’ll be considered right or wrong,

I’ll not let u to malfunctioning.

Another rejection, Another Regretion.

i will not chase u anymore

I will not even explode every day

For this time and every time

I will strengthen myself to face u

Either ways i have to face u

I will be happy anyways πŸ™‚

Bongi While Studying :P

while 3am in the night…. i was studying medicine…… Mr.Davidson jin ko un ke wife ne ghar se bhar nikal diya aur unhune hum jese students k lye itne moti book likhi…..

Plz everyone dunt dare to open it…. (Warna schi pagal kahane jama hna parega)

while i was studying medicine i wrote a shair on my note book:

Jesa bhe hun main subject tera hoon

main aj tujh se sach kch kah raha hun

K mere bin pass hna dushwar hai

aur mere he hath tera mustaqbil hai

πŸ˜› srsly at midnight i was going crazy bcoz of Mr. Davidons (khd to chale gaye medicine chor gaye )

n now i have got a paper on monday of Periodontology aur us ke book to medicine se bhe moti hai aur mujhse uthte bhe nhe.

n now that book is singing a song for me nahe parha tune mujhe pora sal ab kiya hoga bacho tera hal πŸ˜›

n now i have got papers to plzzz people do pray for me plzzzzzzz

PLejjjjjjjjjjjj dua karen k main achey achey num se pas hojaun

aur wo jo ganda wala board hai na meri uni main jis par ache ache students ka nam likha jata hai wahan mera bhe ajaye :S

plejjjjjjjjjj dua kijyega

Things my way

I take certain things my way

* When i dunt want to do certainΒ  things……….. i dont do it anyhow.

* When i m pissed………… i dont talk to anyone.

* When i m angry………Β  i divert my mind… but i dont get angry on others nor hurt them.

* when someone hurts me by his/her words……Β  i disappear silently without a word.

* When i dont want to talk……. i dont .

*When i m disturb…… i start listening to songs.

*When i cry…….. i dunt want to have anyone beside me.

* When i m happy…………. i m happy like helll.

* When i dunt want to think about certain things…. i dont

*When i have moved forward……. I dont look back.

*When i have made a certain decision ….. i dunt think about it again

*When i had to do something…… I do it anyhow.

These are things that people have to face in me πŸ™‚

n these days i m heading towards my final exams so i need ur wishes alot more……

So DO Pray for me plzzzzzzzzzzz πŸ™‚